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Hey guys!!!

Okay, so.... i wanted to start with an expression of everlasting gratitude for all the support i get from all of you which i don't deserve ;_; especially for that bitchery in the last journal!! I was hoping angst and moodswings would pass once i was in my 20s, but i was wrong lol! Due to insane moodswings and shit, i have a hard time committing to the things that actually matter in my life ;_; like IDF... but mostly because i have constant waves of anxiety about sustaining myself, which is not easy to do in the program that i am in.

Anywho, it's SUMMER!!! Finally no bullshit school assignments to give me an excuse for not doing anything, so i've been working really hard and... i actually managed to get myself to a point where i don't NEED to work like a dog anymore, financially. I mean, it's still pennies, but i have the bare minimum! But i still need to save a bit more money to buy myself at least a couple of months of not worrying about deadlines and other shit, so that i can FOCUS on IDF! And i am almost there 8D

I recently printed a collection of drawings, and i suppose it's technically my first artbook! Did this basically in order to fund a fraction of my life so that i can focus on the comic 8)

Even though i'm not begging on the corner of the street here lol, i still feel like a dick about posting this, but... if you guys might be interested in purchasing this nice book, that would help me out a LOT!

I've opened a storenvy right here:

Please take a look! xD The sketchbook contains a LOT of drawings, and a big chunk of them i haven't posted anywhere online 8D it also has some life-drawings near the end.  (and needless to say, it's got some IDF stuff, as well as single displacement, lots of 8D )

IDF volume 1 is also in the store, if anyone's interested in owning a hard copy!! <3

You guys' support is like... the biggest source of encouragement in my life, cause honest to god NO ONE else really gives a fuck if you know what i mean. Which i'm sure is the same for every artist, but.. i do feel rather lonely sometimes... i just feel like you guys are some of the most genuine supporters i have because you actually possess some sort of (even if very little) emotional investment in my characters xD which is the best feeling in the universe.

Like i said before, i already started on volume two! I just feel so much pressure to make it better that it's a little hard to organize lol, but i am definitely ALMOST there. I feel like i'm in a really decent place right now <3

Thanks for sticking with me guys.... TT_TT *endless tears of joy and pain*

Also, this is my tumblr!
  • Listening to: her weeping and insanity [Fiona]
  • Reading: old letters, bits and pieces [Hae-Jin]
  • Watching: sunrise, morning mist and a sleepless night [Sock]
  • Drinking: a glass of wine and meaningless existence [Kaku]


Current Residence: A not all that abandoned but still pretty abandoned city.
Personal Quote: "MAAAAAAAAAN!!!...!...!!!!!....!" no, really.

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EeNii Featured By Owner May 12, 2014  Student Filmographer
Feature: [link] c:
Bellmanart Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Saw you at Fan Con Toronto today! Thank you so much for answering my questions! <3
makkupo Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2013  Student
You are a great inspiration for me for me, with your graphic novels.
I hope life doesnt keep this hold on you, i need more IDF in my life. ;D
MinuetinG Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2013
you are the only reason why I opened a deviant art account I love IDF so much keep up the awesome work <3!
ForeignButterfly Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013
oMG yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay I have been rereading this alot!!! Can't wait for new stuff from you OuO
TJF588 Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2013
New year, new pages, right? >:D
CosmicSpectrumm Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Professional General Artist
ACTUALLY, YES!! lol i have already sketched a bunch, fingers crossed for updates asap
xPinkScissorsx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
tbh I think your account is really inspirational
not that you were bad when you started but damn you sure came a long way since then and that gives me the guts to keep trying too : )
HPmonster Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012
are you going to finish uploading the rest of the book? Can't wait to see what happens next.
00-12 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2012  Student General Artist
Who knows if my comment means anything, but in hopes that you do read this I wanted to let you know: I've been inspired by your art since I was fourteen and haven't stopped coming back. I was in love with your comic and still am. I want to see all the sketches you can come up with and I can't wait to see more work.

I'm glad to hear you're out of your dump, cause I did the same thing recently. I switched from the god damn expensive art institude to an animation program leading to the university.
I use your work as inspiration and never fail to be disappointed. Hope to see more soon.
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