Okay, so.... i wanted to start with an expression of everlasting gratitude for all the support i get from all of you which i don't deserve ;_; especially for that bitchery in the last journal!! I was hoping angst and moodswings would pass once i was in my 20s, but i was wrong lol! Due to insane moodswings and shit, i have a hard time committing to the things that actually matter in my life ;_; like IDF... but mostly because i have constant waves of anxiety about sustaining myself, which is not easy to do in the program that i am in.
Anywho, it's SUMMER!!! Finally no bullshit school assignments to give me an excuse for not doing anything, so i've been working really hard and... i actually managed to get myself to a point where i don't NEED to work like a dog anymore, financially. I mean, it's still pennies, but i have the bare minimum! But i still need to save a bit more money to buy myself at least a couple of months of not worrying about deadlines and other shit, so that i can FOCUS on IDF! And i am almost there 8D
I recently printed a collection of drawings, and i suppose it's technically my first artbook! Did this basically in order to fund a fraction of my life so that i can focus on the comic 8)
Even though i'm not begging on the corner of the street here lol, i still feel like a dick about posting this, but... if you guys might be interested in purchasing this nice book, that would help me out a LOT!
I've opened a storenvy right here: cosmicspectrum.storenvy.com/
Please take a look! xD The sketchbook contains a LOT of drawings, and a big chunk of them i haven't posted anywhere online 8D it also has some life-drawings near the end. (and needless to say, it's got some IDF stuff, as well as single displacement, lots of 8D )
IDF volume 1 is also in the store, if anyone's interested in owning a hard copy!! <3
You guys' support is like... the biggest source of encouragement in my life, cause honest to god NO ONE else really gives a fuck if you know what i mean. Which i'm sure is the same for every artist, but.. i do feel rather lonely sometimes... i just feel like you guys are some of the most genuine supporters i have because you actually possess some sort of (even if very little) emotional investment in my characters xD which is the best feeling in the universe.
Like i said before, i already started on volume two! I just feel so much pressure to make it better that it's a little hard to organize lol, but i am definitely ALMOST there. I feel like i'm in a really decent place right now <3
Thanks for sticking with me guys.... TT_TT *endless tears of joy and pain*cosmicspectrum.storenvy.com/cosmicspectrum.storenvy.com/
Also, this is my tumblr! fryingtoilet.tumblr.com/